I’m still in shock hours later after coming home from work earlier today and finding my boyfriend sitting on his own watching adult movies in our living room. I felt like bursting into tears as soon as I realised what he had been doing but all I could do was turn and walk out of the room.
It has come as a total shock to me especially as I have also discovered that the film he was watching contained lots of barebacking gay between two guys. What could he possibly find erotic about watching scenes like that? I feel so upset and so let down, and I’m not sure that I can ever get over it. I can’t even bring myself to speak to him right now even though I owe it to him to explain himself. This really could be the end for me and him.